sometimes i really wonder what others see when they see me.
do they see someone who seems to only know how to joke around?
do they see someone who seems to be very thick-skinned, very heck about others opinions of her?

what do you see?

i know that there are people around me who feels like i'm someone they cant get along with. and i know they think that i'm too dense to sense it. but guess what, i know. i just keep it to myself and i try to love one another still, exactly as God says we should. i know for a fact that i dun do a very good job of it at times, maybe that's why i still cant get thru to you. i dunno what is it that makes u want to keep this distance between us. i hope u dont view me as a threat or sth. i may sound assertive (i know i do that a lot, java's told me before) but that's just the way i am; because when u are known as the lame one, the joker, u have to make extra efforts to make it known when u're saying something serious.

[edit] i just deleted a whole chunk of words. maybe i wasnt supposed to see what i saw? in taht case, how do i pretend that i did not see what i saw but still try to bridge that gap between us? [/edit]
go to, then; your considerate stone.
12:21 AM
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